Monday, December 17, 2007

Home Stretch

Well, the healing isn't going as quickly as I would have liked, it is better than before. Today was a bad day, so bad I could not stop shivering, I was nauseous, and weak. What I find now is what I was warned about by past patients. The last week drags on, you find yourself discouraged and depressed, and you start not caring about anything else but finishing. To top it off, fatigue is at its worst. With the mix, I find myself fighting to stay positive and just wishing this was just all over. And then I see my boys wrestling with their Dad and smile. I remember him (Grant) telling me this will all be over soon and a distant memory someday........someday. I want someday here now. Opps there is the timer, got to take my chemo pills.......someday this will all be a distant memory. 3 treatments, 3 days, and 2 more days of pill chemo. Here is to the 20th, Ang


Myrna said...

HANG ON, ANGIE!! We're so anxious with you for the 20th to come. We're praying for an extraordinary push of POWER. What a story...the mind boggles. M

erin said...

Angela! Good luck with the final push. Remember this to shall pass.

I'm also remembering that funny Christmas email you sent while at Childhaven. It had you with a headlamp on. Merry Christmas.


Anonymous said...

Stay strong, babe. You're almost there! Love you,