Monday, May 15, 2017
Funny, but not happy....be warned....
I have gone camping over Spring Break - that was awesome. Nerf Wars with three families at Fort Warden! One military, one hippie, and us - it was a hoot! Singing Sweet Home Alabama on top of the trailers and dancing. Had a couple drinks in jail! For those of you who are really concerned, the jail was converted to a bar. smile. Then, I became a track coach because our real one broke his leg IN THREE PLACES. I only had the fourth grade girls, but they had me hopping...holy cow - thank goodness time always passes. Mason started a fight at school. That was just pretty bad, but I get it - he was done, but Mason?!?!?! I keep getting these calls and I am like, "Are you sure it is not Nolan?" I continue to worry about next year and Mason going to Mill Creek. I have been volunteering in the sixth grade class for a couple month now. That has also been good and exhausting. I haven't posted because, well, my faith and my mood has been waning. I work with my Dad, but it is just a merry go round that we can't get off of. The business is still waiting for contracts to start, so money isn't great and I have a scan today. I started crying at school a couple weeks ago because all I wanted to do was plant some flowers, and I was called in again to go on a field trip. "If you do not come, we cannot go." So, I went on a all day field trip, threw trail mix in my purse for lunch, to come home, and turn around and go to a track meet, to have Nolan picked up on the side of the road outside the track meet to go to basketball. I was at school or school activities from 9:00am to 7pm and all I ate was trail mix. I missed bible study and my flowers. Last week, I didn't get out of bed until I had to drop Mason at a baseball game that got rained out, but Dad got there before they called it as I was driving Nolan over to basketball. I was in the car for 2 hours and 15 mins. I went 20 miles, and I only took them one way. I was told Mother's Day was canceled, but if that was canceled, I want it canceled every year. I got flowers, breakfast in bed and an amazing dinner that I did not shop for! One of the best I have ever had, but I have a scan today. My last scan was in January. Why do I have a scan today? I don't want to get out of bed. I need to make an appointment to see Hank too, so I will just wait for the result then. I honestly don't want to know....I can't take one more thing. So now, I have to go put my big girl pants, get a smile on my face, and starve until noon, then sit on the toilet and eat getting all that crap out of my system and drive Mason to a baseball game that only has a porta potty - one at that - wait for Grant to get there and then go to a PTA meeting tonight where I will use the bathroom an insane amount and I am presenting so that will be awesome. Why do have a scan today and how will I deal with it if the results aren't good? Check in is at 10:05.
Posted by Angela Clarno at 9:14 AM